interpreting #JuicyJ 's #showout : one of many unintentional masterful messes

The hook should be "Every time I go out, I THINK I have to show out, because I'm insecure, under-educated & sadly unfit for this ever advancing society thanks to the poor school systems, poverty & many past prejudices that still psychologically haunt our communities, so I pretend everything is cool & I am in control while wasting massive amounts of quick money but in reality I am scared & attention, positive or negative, is the only thing that silences the hurting" that's still catchy & danceable right?